~Lost Loves~
 
               by  
Mayukichan in Dark Ages
 
"Love comes with fate....  Feelings shown....  Only too  
late..."  
 
 
 
 
    A crystal night sky, a  
ribbon sky sprinkled with the diamond stars laced Temuair that night.   
Strands of crimson hair danced gently in the cool breeze.  A pair of  
shimmering blue eyes gazed at the lonely moon.  A young woman dressed in  
Suomi Hauberk Armor clutched a jade necklace close to her heart.  The  
light of the moon reflected a shine off of the peculiar markings on her  
forehead.  She stood on the edge of the tall hill with a tear in her  
eye.  On that night, a lonely and cold warrior stood wishing for something  
that would not come.  A silent tragedy only known within the very depths of  
her soul.  Thoughts of the past flooded her mind as the full moon shined  
down on her.  She had come a long way ever since she had arrived at  
Temuair.  This strange new land had changed her somehow, and she knew it  
well. 
 
    Her name was Mayuki, but  
her friends called her Mayukichan.  She had grown to become a young, and  
beautiful warrior.  Many men had graced her with charms and gifts, but the  
sheer frequency of these events have driven her to accept no one. At least,  
for now.  She would wait for that special someone.  That day would  
come, when they would walk past each other on a dirt road, and turn around to  
catch another glimpse.  Then, they would stop and smile.  From there,  
the fairy tale would begin and take off into a wonderful dream until the  
end.  However, for now, Mayuki would wait for her unknown love.  He  
was out there somewhere, unknowingly looking for her as well.  Fate would  
bring them together, it was only a matter of time.  And Mayuki would wait  
for him as long as she lived...  Hoping that he would find her... 
 
 
 
 
 
 
"Only true love may break the  
tardiness, and live long with happiness..."
 
 
 
 
    Mayuki was born in Mileth  
years ago.  She was just a normal village girl spending her days doing  
chores and dancing around the trees in her spare time.  This girl was the  
brightest of smiles wherever she went, and she brought her smile to warm the  
days of her fellow villagers.  Always very curious, Mayuki explored  
constantly.  She went into dangerous places and brought home many trinkets  
and other "treasures" that she found during her "quest."  Strange, yet  
cheerful, Mayuki never got into any serious fights with the village boys and  
never really showed any sadness.  She was the picture of the cute village  
girl and the prime example of innocence. 
 
 
 
    One day, Mayuki snuck out  
of her room and skipped across Mileth.  She hopped and danced happily  
across the dirt path as she came to the Mileth Crossroads.  She put  
her index finger into her mouth as she looked at the wooden sign displaying  
directions to the East Woods.  Mayuki tried hard to remember what path she  
took before.
 
 
"Mmm....  I think its this  
way..!"  Mayuki whispered to herself.
 
 
    The young girl dressed in  
her village blouse tapped to the path that led to the East Woods.  The  
journey itself was not tiring for Mayuki, for she was full of energy that came  
with a young healthy child.  As she walked down that long dirt road, she  
was greeted by fluttering butterflies and singing birds of the sky.  She  
danced with the butterflies and sang with the birds as she continued her way  
down the path.  The density of the woods started to increase and the  
appearance of birds and butterflies dwindled.  Mayuki arrived at East  
Woods.  She stood before many other paths that led off from the main  
one.  There were many signs that described each path.  Though she  
couldn't read that well yet, she understood that each path to the east were more  
dangerous than the ones to the west.  She came to this conclusion after  
watching many heavily armed war parties enter the eastern paths and many  
individuals or poorly equipped parties enter the western entrances.  Mayuki  
was in awe as she saw a knight dressed in heavy chainmail walk past her.   
She followed the armored man to one of further east entrances.  The knight  
was too deep in thought in his own affairs to notice the young village girl  
behind her.  Therefore, the knight entered one of the most dangerous parts  
of East Woods.  Mayuki was about to follow when an arm grabbed her from  
behind.
 
 
"Ahh...!  Let go of me!   
Help!  Help me!!" Said Mayuki's high pitched-voice.
 
 
"Whoa there!  Steady young  
one...!  I mean you no harm!" Said a young man's voice.
 
 
    Mayuki looked behind her  
and saw  a boy dressed in a leather tunic wielding a wooden shield and  
a small sword with a green handle.  The boy looked as old as her with brown  
hair blowing gently in the breeze.  She blinked curiously at him.   
Mayuki forgot about the fear of being grabbed so suddenly and was now full of  
curiosity.  Strangely, she felt warm inside and could feel blood rushing to  
her face. 
 
 
 
"Sorry to have startled you like that...! Ha  
ha ha...  But you really shouldn't go with that knight.  He's going  
off to fight unspeakable horrors deep in the woods.  You would only get in  
his way if you followed him, or maybe even worse!"  The boy said with  
sincerity.
 
 
    Nightmarish visions of  
her own death repeled the young girl away from the entrance.  Mayuki felt a  
chill go up her spine as she imagined some unknown terror striking her  
down.  She shook her head to get rid of the nightmarish image and  
concentrated on the handsome boy before her.  Though she couldn't bring  
herself to say it, she knew it was the truth.  She struggled to speak  
steady as she faced him. 
 
 
"Umm... Erm...!  He- He-  
Hello...!  My na- name is... Is...!  Umm...!  Mayuki!  But  
you can call me Mayukichan!"  Mayuki stuttered with a bashful  
smile.
 
 
    The boy smiled and  
scratched his head.
 
 
"Mayukichan?  That's a strange  
name...!  Alright then.  It's nice to meet you, Mayukichan." 
 
 
 
"Yeah...!  You too!" Mayuki  
smiled.
 
 
"My name is Touyo.  You seem to be  
lost.  What're you doing here anyway?" Touyo asked.
 
 
    The two got to know  
each other very well.  Touyo was a beginning warrior building up his  
skills in the western parts of the East Woods.  Mayuki would go with him to  
watch him and cheer him on as he faced vipers and bees amongst the bushes.   
Every so often, one would chase after poor Mayuki.  Mayuki shrieked in  
terror and jumped into Touyo's arms.  When she found out that the viper was  
going after a mouse in the dirt, she turned bright red and let go of  
speechless Touyo.  And so were the days of young Mayuki.  Touyo  
gradually began to show Mayuki how to fight as a warrior.  In time, she  
gained strength and willpower to face vipers and bees along with him.   
Though Mayuki was armed only with a stick and a blouse,  she slowly became  
more than a match for the inhabitants of the Enchanted Garden.  Touyo was  
surprised to see her combat skills were as high as his in such a short  
time. 
 
   
    One night, the two  
stumbled into an unknown part of the Enchanted Garden.  The two found their  
way to a small glade where nothing but flowers and their sweet smell  
dwelled.  Mayuki looked around and saw no dangerous creatures in  
sight.  She giggled happily and twirled around in the open grass.   
Touyo searched carefully to make sure nothing was hiding in the bushes to pounce  
on them.  Mayuki's eyes widened as she saw a group of fireflies glow around  
her.  The young warrior turned around to see the red haired village girl  
dancing amongst glowing sparks of light.  His breathe shortened and his  
heart beat faster.  Perhaps it was the light of the moon shining down upon  
her, or maybe the reflective lights of the bugs, but in any case, Touyo saw  
Mayuki in a different light that night.
 
 
"Mayukichan..." Touyo said under his  
breathe.
 
 
    For her birthday, Touyo  
saved up enough gold to buy her a present.  On that faithful night,  
they met on a grassy hill overlooking the town of Mileth.  Mayuki folded  
her hands together behind her back and waited anxiously for Touyo.  Then,  
Touyo came running up the hill with something in his hand.  He stumbled up  
to Mayuki with an exhausted expression on his face. 
 
 
 
"Sorry...  *PANT*  I'm a little  
late...! *COUGH*" Touyo breathed heavily.
 
 
"...?  Why are you so out of  
breathe?  You were in a hurry weren't you?" Mayuki giggled.
 
 
    Touyo laughed in relief  
as he saw Mayuki wasn't mad at him for being late.  He held out his hand  
and gulped.
 
 
"This if for you, Mayuki.  Happy  
Birthday." Touyo's face turned red.
 
 
"Aa...!  Oh my...!  It's  
beautiful...!"  Mayuki gazed at the shimmering jade necklace in Touyo's  
hand.
 
 
"Thankyou so much!  Thankyou  
thankyou...!"  Mayuki hugged Touyo tightly with joy.
 
 
"Gah...!" Touyo turned redder than an  
apple...
 
 
    Eventually, Mayuki sought  
to become a warrior like Touyo.  She found a warm-hearted knight to train  
her and teach her the ways of advanced combat.  The young girl was now a  
warrior.  Mayuki felt a silent joy inside of her.  Now she and  
Touyo would be together as two warriors...  Not separated by class or  
knowledge.  Mayuki remembered eyes staring at her back when Touyo and  
herself were seen together in public.  Though they were not officially  
boyfriend and girlfriend, she hoped that one day it would become a  
reality.  However, since she was a warrior she could be with him more  
now.  When Touyo heard the news he was delighted.  At this time, Touyo  
had become very efficient with the ways of the warrior.  Though Touyo had  
advanced somewhat further than Mayuki, the stubborn girl insisted on following  
him wherever he went.  One day, the two ventured into a new part of the  
East Woods.  There, they fought together against a new creature...   
The wolf. 
 
 
 
"Haa..!"  Touyo unsheathed his  
broadsword.
 
 
"Hiya...!" Mayuki unsheathed her  
claidheamh.
 
 
    The wolf growled and  
sprang into the air with claws and jaws snapping and cracking.  In a few  
slices, the wolf lay dead in the blood-stained grass.  Touyo sheathed his  
sword proudly and nodded a job well done.  He turned to Mayuki with a  
smile.
 
 
"Aa...!"  Touyo gasped as he saw Mayuki  
clutching a grave wound in her side.
 
 
"Mayuki!!" he shouted.
 
 
"Aa...  Touyo..." Mayuki's vision grew  
hazy.
 
 
    Touyo carried under the  
shade of a tall tree.  Blood trickled down her waist and onto the  
grass.  Touyo grew frantic, he had not brought any beothaich deums with him  
on this adventure.  There was nothing that could stop the bleeding  
now.  What could he do?  What would he do?  Mayuki grew  
pale.
 
 
"Mayuki...!  No...!  NO!" Touyo  
shouted.
 
 
"Touyo...  I...  I... Want  
you to.... Know..." Mayuki's voice grew weak.
 
 
"I love you." Both of them said in  
unison.
 
 
"I know...  I always knew..." Touyo  
said.
 
 
"I'm so sorry...  So... Sorry...   
I shouldn't have.... Come..."  Mayuki drifted away more and  
more.
 
 
"No...! It's not your  
fault...!  Heaven help me...!  What can I do...?   
Please...!  Don't die, Mayuki!  I love you...!  I know it  
now...!  I couldn't say it before...  But...  I know  
now... Mayuki!  Please!  Please...!  Don't...!"   
Touyo's tears dropped freely on Mayuki's pale body.
 
 
"I still...  Remember...  That  
night...  You whispered my name as I danced...  With the  
fireflies...  I'm glad...  You were watching...  Don't forget..  
Me." Mayuki's body grew frigid and limp.
 
 
"NOOO!!  MAYUKI!!"  Touyo shouted  
to the heavens.
 
 
"Love is a tragic thought... Feelings  
hidden...  Battles fought...  You loved her... Did you not...?" A  
peculiar voice called from the tree above them.
 
 
    Touyo continued to hold  
the cold body of his beloved in his shaking arms.  He thought he just  
imagined that voice.  He stared down at the pale young girl.  Her face  
had lost the cheerfulness and smiles of the old days.  Now it was a frozen  
indifferent expression that graced her.  Touyo couldn't bear it.  He  
cried out.
 
 
"Love comes with fate....  Feelings  
shown....  Only too late..."  The voice called out once  
again.
 
 
    Leaves fell from the tree  
and drifted in the calm breeze.  Touyo looked up and saw nothing but the  
tall tree.  He knew he had heard something that time.  He scanned his  
surroundings but found nothing of interest.
 
 
"Who are you...?" Touyo called  
out.
 
 
"I am the Blessed Fae Tree...  Only  
those with purest of hearts and boundless love can hear the winds of my  
voice...  You, young soul...  Have these gifts within you...  The  
love for your companion seeped into the winds surrounding me...  I am  
filled with your pure feelings of love that enables me to live for several more  
centuries.  For this...  I thankyou..." The Fae Tree  
spoke.
 
 
    Touyo was  
silent.
 
 
"There is way to revive your lost  
love..."
 
 
    Touyo looked up at the  
tree with shimmering eyes.
 
 
"Anything...!  Anything...!" Touyo  
shouted.
 
 
"You must give her your pure soul  
power.  The power will enable her own soul, which longs to be with you, to  
return to her body..." Spoke the Fae Tree.
 
 
    Touyo held Mayuki's body  
tighter.
 
 
"I'll do it!  What do I do??" Said a  
determined Touyo.
 
 
"Patience, young one...  The ritual  
causes the pure one to give up mostly all of the power of the  
soul...  In essence, you will be sacrificing your purity and life for  
her...  She will be reborn without any memory of you and start her life  
anew...  You will cease to exist...  Until one day, when she starts to  
remember you...  Somehow...  Some way...  Or maybe not at  
all...   But if a glimpse of a memory appears within her...  You  
will instantly come back to this world as you are now...  You will also  
have no recollection of these past events.  You will be as you were before  
you met Mayuki...  However, there is also a chance for you to regain your  
memory as well...  It will continue to grow from then on...  However  
the growth shall be very slow...  And will not be able to fully blossom  
in your lifetime....  The only chance of her regaining full memory of  
your love is when you meet with her again...  If at all..." The Fae Tree  
spoke.
 
 
"... Mayukichan..."  Touyo whispered to  
himself.
 
 
"All of this is by fate.  If  
you sacrifice your existence...  She will be reborn...  But  
if she does not remember you in anyway...  If there is nothing for her  
to remember you by...  You will never return to this world....  And  
forever you shall remain amongst the Blessed Fae Tree's presence...   
Longing for your lost love whom never regained recollection of your  
noble sacrifice..."  The Fae Tree explained.
 
 
"I see...  But...  If  
she somehow remembers me...  I will be reborn in that  
instant...?" Touyo's mind was  
spinning.
 
 
"No...  You will come back to this  
world as you are now...  If she happens to be a hundred years old when  
she remembers you...  You will come back as the young boy you are  
now...  If she happens to recall someone saving her in some way  
when she is five years age....  You will come back just the  
same...  And if she does not remember you at all...   
If the cosmos let her not regain her memories of you kind  
soul...  You will never come back to Temuair.  You will  
cease to exist...  Now...  I ask you, young Aisling...  What  
will you do...?"  The Blessed Fae Tree fell silent.
 
 
 
    Touyo looked  
at Mayuki's pale face.  The cheerful light in her eyes were  
gone and the life of her flamboyant body had been sucked away.  There was  
nothing left.  He remembered the times they used to dance amongst  
the butterflies and sing with the birds, the time when Mayuki jumped into  
his arms by instinct from a scary looking viper, and the look in her  
eyes when they were alone...  The sweetness of her voice called out to  
him in his mind.  The silky crimson hair that gently brushed against him  
when they were in each other's arms...  The natural sweetness of  
her body when they were close.  The beautiful Mayuki had died in  
Touyo's arms...  He could not  bare the thought of  
it...  He had made his decision.
 
 
"Oh Great Blessed Fae Tree...!  I  
will accept your favor...!  Please return Mayuki to this world as a  
child so that she may start her life anew as you promised...!  I will  
shall take my place in your presence for eternity as I hope for  
Mayuki to remember me so that I may come back to this  
world...  I understand that I will not have my original memory either,  
but the heavens will decide whether or not we will meet.  I have to take  
that chance.  In either way, Mayuki will have life.  And that  
is enough of a reward for me."  
Touyo said.
 
 
    The wind immediately  
started to pick up and howl...  Leaves blew violently in the  
shrieking gale winds.  Lighting and thunder cracked the heavens as the  
Blessed Fae Tree spoke:
 
 
"Praise the Heavens of Temuair, young  
one...  For you have been graced by the presence of The Blessed Fae  
Tree....  And your wish shall be granted...  Take heart...!  May  
the souls of lost loves wish you luck...  As you enter oblivion....   
Until one day...  Young Touyo....  Where your beloved might remember  
your noble sacrifice....  Until then...  Brave one...  You shall  
remain...  Within my presence...  Invisible to all...  Silent to  
the world...  May the Gods help you...  To return again...  And  
love each other in the end..." The Blessed Fae Tree chanted.
 
 
    A bright light shined  
down from the Heavens and struck the couple.  Mayuki's forehead glowed with  
different colors as she and her beloved disappeared in the sea of light.   
They were engulfed in the brightness of the ray and everything fell  
silent.  When the light disappeared...  The two warriors were  
gone...  The corpse of the dead wolf was absent.  No traces of what  
transpired that day remained...
 
 
"Mayuki...  My love for you is  
true...  If you don't remember me...  I will still be happy that I met  
you..."
 
 
"Touyo..."
 
    Years have passed since  
then...  And now Mayuki has accomplished much during her warrior  
years.  She has become well-known amongst her fellow warriors.  Her  
cheerful and sweet moods have blessed the many towns of Temuair.  Mayuki  
has grown to become the beautiful girl that every man dreams to love.   
Perhaps it is the strange markings on her forehead that make her stand out from  
the rest?  So far, Mayuki has turned down anyone seeking a relationship  
with her.  Those unfortunate men have noticed a light in her eye, as if she  
was searching for something that she didn't even know...  Perhaps...   
There is more to her than what most men give her credit for...
 
 
    On this night, Mayuki  
clutches her jade necklace close to her heart.  She senses that  
she has forgotten something very important that she should remember.  Try  
as she may, Mayuki cannot recollect her clattered mind.  Confused and  
saddened, she travels into the night, unknowingly waiting for that one day when  
she will remember...  That lost day.  Meanwhile, within the East Woods, a sparkle of light flickers from  
the trees...  As a young soul shifts into the world of Temuair once  
more...